I have always struggled with envisioning the future, I have an inner voice ( a mostly rational voice which does sometime take flights of fancy), but other than that I have difficulty picturing where I would be 1 year or 5 years down the line.
I have a few rules I try to live by, and they have been my constant companions, I also love self care and self love, so I try to learn about and pick up good habits, like, for instance, journaling, working out, running, sunlight exposure and CTM among others and try to stay updated on new things, I can picture being better at these in a year but not how people can think about earning a certain income or buying a house etc and I really admire that in them.
Last year in December I remember being miserable at work and had a difficult family situation, I wanted to get out of both the soonest, and I thankfully did, but if you’d asked me what my life would look like a year from then, I would have just stared at you blankly I guess.
Fingers in symphony 